Tuesday 27 November 2007

Ok, Its over!!

Well, the shots have been called! we are officially no more! I guess this must be my re-emancipation...right?

I saw it coming, Im a bit complicated and tend to blow up easily! I dont like to call myself irrational....more...animated....and vocal!!

Anyway, Ive pushed him too far, and inevitably, its ended. It couldnt go on forever, getting mad is exhausting!!

Im feeling a bit philosophical about the whole position though! I feel like this is my chance for a reinvention, to reintroduce myself to the world and slash or London! Truthfully nobody really knows me down here, i have kept myself fairly secret, subject to a few public indiscretions...we have all been there!

Nevertheless, Im taking this as a positive thing. Sure I was emotional, everybody gets that way im sure, when it finally dawns on you that this really is the end. The journey, despite being rocky in nature, was still beautiful...it had its own charm.

But fuck it, the charm is over, now its time for some fun!

whilst my blogs have been a bit sporadic, I intend to honour my commitment, to be truthful, as horrendous as my adventures maybe, they will be here, in black and white...or possibly green and black, depending on my font preferences from time to time!

My reintroduction will start on Friday night....I have no plans yet, but that wont stop me....there is no better feeling then knowing you alone and anonymous...but isnt that the intrigue? Sure people may look at you and judge you because you are alone in a bar...but you should never let that stop you...they judge you, because they are stuck in a bar with people with idiots they call friends who cant make a conversation so they stare and make remarks.....who cares! when your alone, the night belongs to you! I have had the best nights when I have been alone, strangers, fun, unpure behaviour! its all good!

To prove my philosophy, I will be embarking on a night out on friday in the capital city, alone....and I will fill you in on Saturday!

Till then, be naughty, be insatiable, be wreckless and fuck the others!

LL x